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Oh, Fuck.

Posted on 12.04.2010 at 22:37
Damn the day I ever met you. Why does it still hurt so much?

Posted on 13.06.2008 at 16:48
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Posted on 15.06.2007 at 20:27
What Be Your Nerd Type?
Your Result: Social Nerd

You're interested in things such as politics, psychology, child care, and peace. I wouldn't go so far as to call you a hippie, but some of you may be tree-huggers. You're the type of people who are interested in bettering the world. You're possible the least nerdy of them all; unless you participate in other activies that paled your nerdiness compared to your involvement in social activities. Whatever the case, we could still use more of you around. ^_^

Literature Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Drama Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Anime Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type?
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Oh, cheer :P

Test thingie

Posted on 18.05.2007 at 14:54
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 56%
Stability |||| 20%
Orderliness |||||| 26%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||||||||||| 56%
Religious |||| 16%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism || 10%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||||||||||| 56%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality || 10%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness || 10%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||| 36%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70%
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trait snapshot:

messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self, dependent, unproductive, introverted, weak, strange, unassertive, submissive, familiar with the dark side of life, feels invisible, rash, vain, anti-authority, heart over mind, low self concept, disorganized, not good at saving money, avoidant, daydreamer, unadventurous


Posted on 18.05.2007 at 14:27
She walks the land of my dreams.
She trots through the most beautiful forest I could imagine.

When falling in love is no longer as natural as I wished it would be.
She is twice my age, at least twice.

Dreams I will still have.
But isn't dreaming about the wrong person, still wrong all over?

Oh, I am wrong.
So wrong.

And I think that 'real love' does not exist.


Posted on 12.04.2007 at 11:47
Current Mood: sleepysleepy

First of all I'm sorry for those who like to read me that I don't post more often.
But the things that really matter to me are written on a page that only one person can read.
Because in the past I have had problems with posting things online where everyone could read them.
But now for something completely different...
Many thanks for giving me the name Cranberries to download! =D
I love them hehe...
So now I want to share a few lyrics with you that I really like.

I can't be with you:



Those are just three..
I could post about 4 more that I really like.
But I'll perhaps post them some other day.

Enjoy the sunshine!!

What if..?

Posted on 02.04.2007 at 22:12
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful

What if..?
What if the things that have been commented to that are true?
Could I be a- sexual?
Or is she right?
Will my time come?
Will I ever feel comfortable around someone's body, who isn't my soul mate?
What if things were different?
What if I was straight?
Would I be having this same struggle, or would it seem natural to me?
What if there won't be anybody again who wants to hold me that way?
What if...?
Would it...?
Would I...?
So many questions, yet no answers at all.
And though I doubt anybody will read this, it helped me so much to write it down.
I can just go to sleep now and it won't seem so bad anymore (=
So thanks to the person who thought of journals.. Thank you!


Posted on 05.03.2007 at 21:45
Oh My God.
You are never gonna believe this.
S, if you're reading this you must know what I'm saying now.
He is talking to me on MSN right now!
I just can't believe this!
I am on my old MSN because gmail is fucking it..
And the minute I come online, he starts a conversation with me.
Honestly, I'm stunned.
So S, if you read this, comment please or talk to me on MSN.
Cause I'm really confused now :P
No, not confused, stunned more likely...

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